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Monday, March 26, 2012

Fertile Ground

Thank you God for people who have a heart for the ones on the streets. Jorge, Elizabeth and Carmen have been God-sent. Seriously. I am so grateful to have them on the streets with me.


 As I stood waiting for Jorge and Elizabeth today, I just observed all that was going on around me and I realized that it was so incredibly noisy and chaotic out there. Just so much noise, so many people jostling one another, so many cars and vehicles all trying to go where they're not supposed to. A cacophony of sorts. I couldn't imagine actually living there everyday with the constant buzzing of people all around. So many people, yet all so lonely.


We saw HN first and Jorge called him over but he was reluctant to do so as he was drinking with his buddies and he was embarrassed to be caught. He sheepishly came over but avoided direct questions that Jorge was asking him and when HH came with his baby, E, HN saw his escape route and went for it. HH told us that J, his girlfriend, gave birth yesterday to another baby boy. At 7 months. A premie. They hadn't known she was pregnant, which scares me because she is small, and I know she drank even while she was breastfeeding E, so if she was 7 months pregnant and they didn't know it, how big is this baby and is he healthy? The hospital sent them home today and according to Henry, they're both well. 3 babies and she's only 19 years old. Oh Lord.


We asked him about LG, one of his brothers who also live on the streets. LG had received the Lord, had been pierced by the Word and had wanted to change his life around when we last saw him. I gave him a NT bible and told him to read it and not to use it for any other thing except honour it as it is the Word of God. He said he would honour it. And then we never saw him again. Which sucked, cos we wanted to know how he was doing. When I saw HH tonight, my one thought was, how is LG. So I asked. H said that LG placed himself into a rehab centre along with his other brother, Jr, about a month ago. We took down his last name so we can go visit him there. I am so incredibly happy that LG took the step to change his life. I really am hoping to visit him this Sunday.  


The police had been doing raids on where the girls are and when we went up to where they are, they were on the alert for the cop cars. EM, one of the girls on the street, had her wall up today although she said she was planning on going to church this Sunday. Please pray for that to happen. SJ hadn't been drinking today so it was good. EM from our team talked to both of them tonight. I talked to KA and she's in problems based on her decisions. I asked her if she had any friends to talk to. She said no. I asked if she would permit me to be her friend. She said I already am. So I invited her to go for coffee to talk more about what she was telling me as it was really hard because guys were trying to get her attention tonight. The good thing was, she swatted them away telling them she was in a conversation. :-) Please pray that we can go out and talk more on Thursday morning this week. 


All in all it was a good night. We are so thrilled about LG and Jr. Please pray that we get to see them and teach them more of the Word. 


Oh, and on a sidenote, we went to visit Mr. G. P at the hospital where my husband was at and gave him a bible and told him that when he got scared to read Psalms. I'm trusting the Holy Spirit to remind him. He was so sweet, telling us that we are both in his hearts. :-)

Sunday, March 25, 2012

Mr. G. P, the Elderly Lawyer

Hello? What does Siembra SOW have to do with a lawyer, and an elderly one at that? Siembra doesn't have anything to do with him. But Jesus does. A whole lot. He died for Mr. G. P. and rose again so that he may have life and life abundantly. He loves Mr. G.P. a lot, a whole lot. And Mr. G.P. needs to know that. He heard it, he received it in his head, received the Lord because he wants that and the peace that he heard that he can receive from Jesus. But, he doesn't know how to let go of his fears so he can receive the peace. 


Who is Mr. G.P? He was one of  the reasons my husband was taken ill so he could be placed in the same ward as Mr. GP's ward mate at the hospital. Reason number one: so that God can be glorified through the miraculous healing He did in my husband. Reason number two: Mr. GP. Mr. GP is so annoying he has pushed away all the people who are supposed to care for him, his son, his daughter and his wife. He buzzes the buzzer to call the nurses every 10 minutes. Even through the entire night; something my poor husband could attest to. He calls his son and daughter and wife every hour. No one visits him and when his son comes, it's to sit and read the paper after telling him to be quiet because he can't bear to argue with him.


Mr. GP is afraid of going home and being alone and possibly dying alone. He has been at the hospital for more than 15 days for hip surgery but he is fine enough to go home. He is terrified that  his son would discharge him against his will. Terrified that he has to be in a house alone. His son has said he has hired a nurse for him in the house. But he is terrified. So fearful. So lonely. He had me call his wife and daughter and neither would respond to the calls and after the second call, they turned off their phones. He reminds me of my paternal grandfather. In his fear of being alone and unloved, he pushed everyone away too. I didn't understand what caused my grandfather to be so annoying then. But I feel that God is giving me a chance to understand Mr. GP and to share with him God's love.


We have shared the gospel with Mr. GP and he has received the Lord but I haven't been able to break through his fear to help him understand God's immense love for him and what He wants him to have. I felt that I broke through a little today when I talked about how God cares about him more than the birds in the air and that God would keep taking care of him through people and would not leave him alone. He teared up. I realized then that he doesn't know what real love is.  I have the feeling that he has ordered people around when he was younger and is used to having his way because he can buy it. So, the people around him have been obligated to be with him not because of love but because of contractual obligation or other forms of obligation. And he has no idea what real love is.


My husband was discharged from the hospital this afternoon and now as it gets closer to bedtime, I can't get Mr. GP out of my mind. I keep feeling his fear, his loneliness, his desperation to not be alone and I wish I could be there to at least pray with him, to talk to him so he knows that Jesus loves him. And he doesn't need to do anything to receive His love. We need to go back to the hospital tomorrow to pick up copies of my husband's records and results and I want to go visit him again. Maybe if he is going to stay at the hospital indefinitely, I will ask if I can go visit him. But in the meantime, all I can do is pray for him. 


Please pray for him too. He needs to know that he matters. 


As a human being.


And because Jesus loves him too much to just leave him alone.


Thank you.

Friday, March 23, 2012

Glory to God!

The CT scan showed a bulge in my husband's artery in his brain and he had symptoms of an aneurysm. They took an angiotomography of his brain yesterday night and there is nothing there. God healed him. To God be the Glory!!!

 Thank you so much for praying. 

Huge Prayer Request

If you're reading this tonight, please pray for my husband, Luchin who really needs a miracle. Depending on the results of a tomography scan he had done tonight, he might need surgery to remove a brain aneurysm. We are praying that God removes it and strengthens the wall of his artery so there is no need for him to go through with it. He is under observation at the hospital as I write this.


Thank you.

Monday, March 19, 2012

Growth

I couldn't go out with Jorge and Carmen tonight as Luchin was ill and we had to spend a huge chunk of the day and evening waiting at the hospital to see a doctor. 


Carmen told me that things went really well tonight. HN went up to them and got prayed for and then he went and brought a friend who prayed to receive the Lord. Other guys came around too after watching that and Jorge and Carmen spent some time with them. I'm glad, as the guys had been no shows for the last two weeks and I'm really glad that Jorge and Carmen can do this on their own and that the guys have accepted them. Definitely God's favor!


The only girl Carmen got to talk to tonight was EM who told her that she was finding it harder and harder to go out to the streets to work. The Holy Spirit is definitely at work!!!!! As EM talked to Carmen and Jorge, the police came and rounded off all the girls in a raid except EM because she was with Carmen and Jorge! Carmen didn't miss a beat in telling her that God protected her because she chose to talk to them and not work the streets. 


We really need to find a place to rent as a drop-in centre/office there soon. We can't have all these people give their lives to Christ and then have no follow up. Please pray for the right place and the right price rent. We haven't found anything yet.


I'm really glad that the work continues even when I can't go out with them. For a while there, one of the team was really afraid to go if I couldn't go because there was an incident with a mentally ill person throwing bread back after receiving it. However, now that the team knows that this is indeed a calling of God on their hearts and that God goes before them and that the same Holy Spirit that resides in me is in them, nothing can stop them. This has been on my heart a long time, to be able to raise up local leaders with the same vision to eventually continue the work.


Please keep praying for each one of the team. We covet your prayers as we constantly need to know what God wants us to do next and which step to take. 


Also for protection and wisdom and discernment. And love and grace.


Thank you.

Monday, March 12, 2012

Out There Once Again....

Kinda difficult hitting the streets today. Death is such a weird thing. Makes you think and remember. We went straight to the girls today after looking for the guys and not one of them was to be found. The girls greeted us and you could see how LG's death had affected them. Not many of them were there. EM was absent, thankfully. SJ was there but not drunk.  


I got to talk to SJ and got to share the Gospel with her and gave her a bible. We generally don't give out bibles unless we've talked to the person and it's a bible that has newsprint paper for the pages and not fine paper so that they can't roll it up and smoke weed with it. I had been thinking about LG's three kids and how they now had to deal not only with her death but with what she did when she was alive and how everyone now knows. The mockings they would have to deal with, the name callings. And when her husband remarries, how would the stepmom treat them knowing that their mother was a woman who worked the streets? I posed these questions to SJ. I told her that so many of them say they're there working for their kids but really, have they thought of the repercussions if their kids found out and how it would affect them? Were they really helping their kids or making things worse for them? She listened and when the cops came she made me walk with her so that it was not obvious that she was waiting for clients. I walked and talked. We prayed for healing for her coughing. But she wasn't ready to receive Jesus. She wanted the bible though. I just pray that the bible gets used as a bible by her. She said she will call me when she gets a new phone chip. Please pray that she does. 




LG's death hit everyone hard. It hit me hard too because I could see through her façade and saw the pain within that she tried so hard to hide with her hard as nails exterior. It was hard and weird being there tonight and knowing that one was gone. And the fact that many of them weren't there tonight revealed that it hit them hard too and they are probably thinking of making changes in their lives. 


Please pray for them all, pray that through this, they would be open to the Word of God, to truly wanting to change their lives around. Please also pray for me to be able to distinguish and remember faces and names. Thank you.

Saturday, March 10, 2012

At The Cemetery

We went to LG's funeral yesterday afternoon, not being able to make the wake. I badly wanted to see her face. Such a rarity for me since I normally avoid as best as I can without offending the family of the dead looking at the dead person in his/her coffin at wakes. But this time, I really wanted to know if she faced death peacefully or was terrified. Not out of curiousity, but just to know if she had another opportunity to encounter Jesus even if it was in her unconscious state. SJ was the first person I saw at the funeral whom I knew. She was bawling her eyes out saying she needed to change. I took the opportunity to talk to her about change. 







 Most of them were drinking up a storm and partying.  EM was there but with her little girl and it didn't look like she was partying with the rest of them. So strange for me to be at a funeral and everyone drinking to get drunk. But then different cultures and social classes deal with death differently. I look at this and just make mental notes and observations of how to understand the girls and how to counsel them better. CC was there with her mom and sister and invited us to her restaurant. When I spoke to her last week, she couldn't find money she had taken out of the cash register and had sent her daughter to go looking for it. We prayed on the phone for the money to be found and I had forgotten all about that. She reminded me of it yesterday and said that right after we prayed the money was found on a table. Weird? No, just God. Saw CL too and she said she no longer works the streets but then it was rather difficult talking to her yesterday.


This is the first time I've been to a cemetery here in Peru and it's different. All of those cubicle like things in the photos contain a body. They're like long drawers and a body with or without a coffin depending on what the family of the deceased can afford gets put in there and then the opening is sealed with cement and words inscribed on it to identify the deceased, etc. 


All I know is that we need to keep going down to Ciudad for the girls and guys. Maybe we can't see too much change now but we will keep hitting the arrow on the ground and we're not going to stop at 3 strikes. We will keep hitting and hitting because you never know if the next hit will be the one that brings the harvest in.